Halloo
everyone,
How’s
life?
I hope you always fine and
happy wherever you stay.
Yappps,
today I want to share you my story when I graduated from my college. It’s such
a happy time. But, I had to manage my emotion, tried to not feel too happy when
I get something great and not feel too sad when a thing has not run well. I had
to remember everything is temporary. Is it right? Yes, you have to say right.
Ok. J
Guys,, I was happy i have
finished my study. However, there is a long process to finish it. I have to
through 8 semesters and face the barriers or distractions during my study. You
have to know that i got the SKL (surat keterangan kelulusan or the legal letter
that I finished my study) when I in 9 semester. Consequently, I should pay the
tuition in 9 semesters. It’s oke. My
parent always supports me, but I felt so disappointed with myself. I forgot
about it and kept going.
Thank God, I have through this
amazing journey. I cannot imagine what a greater Allah is. He helps me, every
step of my life, I can’t believe 4 years finished. I could face every single
problem, I could adapt to the new atmosphere, I could understand well with the
thing I don’t know before. Oh Allah, you
are so kind, you are my shine, and my greater. Alhamdulillah for everything.
Well, I just tell you that
before I choose English major, I don’t
have enough knowledge or experience in studying English major. I just love English,
and I am willing to learn. Firstly, when the class was started, I felt nervous,
doubted, and frightened. I was afraid to say anything when my lecturer asked
me, I cannot say anything in English, just “YES and NO.” No no no, I am
kidding. I just confused how to speak English. I was silenced, and silenced.
Just felt like shock culture (Entering English class). I am from the suburban
and most of my friend from the urban of Indonesia. That is why I realized my friend more
skillfull than me.
Every day, I tried to adapt the
new atmosphere, tried to find some motivations, did not afraid to ask anything
when I confused, knowing my self deep, knowing people around me, whether in the
class or outside class related with English . Guess what? Time to time, it
proved that I started to comfort with my class, so I enjoyed the class, got new
encouragement, got new friends, a new perspective of life. Those were things
that make me feel alive, and I didn’t
want to give up in English.
Secondly, in the first
semester, my score was very bad. It was because I had no ways to apply the
effective study. my lecturer asked me, and I said honestly. Then, I start to
trace the effective ways to improve my English. Through the youtube channels,
reading a book, watching the film or news, visiting a certain website, talking
to people, and so on. I did all those ways. It was because I like English and I
am willing to learn, I never to stop finding ways to improve my English.
Sometimes I felt so stress it
was because I compared my English with my friends who good in English. However,
I realized soon that I am different with my friends, I had to struggle more
than they did. I have to love my self more than others love to, love myself
means do not compare with others. Just the way I am. I have to force myself
being work hard and stay focus on my progress, not others progress. That’s my
power to keep going on.
I firmly believe that when I
give big effort and dua on my goals, as soon as possible I will get the greater
result of my sacrifice. I believe God doesn’t sleep, so He always watches mee,
keeps accompany me in this process. That is why I do not feel alone when I am
struggling alone. There is Allah beside me, and always. I believe Allah will
give me a way how to solve my problem, especially in my academic problem when I
never give up to find the solution and facing it gently. I trust my self and
always trust.
Briefly story, at the end of my
semester I aware that my English improve and I had finished the examination.
I got the degree S.PD, and yay,
alhamdulillah Allah always give us the right time. In this years, I finished my
study. I enjoyed my whole study process. I love the process, and you have to
guys.
Guys, don’t ever underestimate
yourself in something that you never study yet. You have to struggle harder
than your friend, you have to willing to learn, read, watch, even listen to
everything or everyone who supports you and helps you grow the next level.
Don’t worry about the future when you today is struggling for something you
want. Don’t worry about people judgment when you settled down. You must keep
going on. Positive mind.
Do not forget to involve Allah
in everything you struggle on. Just believe, Allah hears you, and watch your
effort. Be kind to everyone, do not compare yourself. It because we are
different. We have something special on ourselves. I believe it and you have
to. Love your progress, and stay humble.
If I can through this process, I believe you too.
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